what...is my purpose...? to hurt...or to protect...?
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Whats wrong with me... It's exams and i am still playing.. Doing that isn't my top priority but i am still doing it. And when it comes to relationships. I just dno what to do. It feels as though i like her and when we are together it feels as though everything is just pouring into my head. I just keep feelings stress till i dn feel like getting into it anymore. I dno what to do about my life i just feel like destroying it too. All i can say is that probably online r/s isn't suitable for me anymore. I will just say this. I like u and i very much wanna be with u but i dont wanna hurt u and so i shall do nothing. It's late and theres history paper tomorrow... zzz...
Labels: I give up..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
hello =O. Go in audi saw so many ppl lols.
O well. I just wanna end it, not that i wanna show that i am not that petty or what. I just wanna stop it. I don't wanna feel so unrelax everytime i see u. Not like i can just say i am not gonna care about u and just say i dont like u anymore either i just wanna end the quarrel i just wanna stop seeing u each time and feeling glad that u did not delete me?.. =l. It might not be the same but still i just wanna stop it.
Labels: Homework strikes =.=
Monday, March 2, 2009
hello blog =O.
Lets have a emo post today =).
I just chose not to face it even though i know it. U know it too. But i still will say it because i rather u seek that happiness. I don't care whether i will be sad or what. I just wanna do it. Thats my style. U can say i am a masochist or what, I don't care. U really think i am happy saying something out that would destroy myself? i am just saying out just to show my fake smile. Happy that u know it now? But since u said that. U are just telling me why should i care. Then fine so be it. I dont care about anything then. Forget it u don't have to come and say anything to me. Soon I will just end it all. I finally understand why ppl will walk to that path.
Labels: I chose not to face it not because i am a coward
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Yo. Lonely blog =D. Im back o.o.
Feeling so hyper ytd and today =3. So fun. Dno whether it's due to me watching gundam 00 too much or what =x. Currently doing my DNT research o.o. den later go watch gundam 00 again =D.
will my life only be fun when i am watching anime? o.o.. But will the same thing repeat again.. Shira Nai.. =O.
Ending here =x
Anw was ytd night fun? =x
U noe what i meant =D
See i dare post =D
Labels: Whahahaha =x
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Oh lonely blog. I shall post for today =3. I am getting this weird feeling of loneliness again. Life somehow seems boring and stress for this year. Somehow getting tired of facing it already. I very much wanna feel love and love some1, but still those that i like don't like me. What can i do? lols. When i have it, i somehow feel that i need to catch up on my homework and somehow feel tied down by her. So troublesome lol. zzz. I hate this feelings. Whats up with friends/myself lately, everything seems wrong and it's so hard to do something about it. Must i really take the first step owaes? So sad to see these stuffs happening everytime. The past haunts me, the present are troubling me, the future are planning to ambush me. This is how life is ba?
Sunday, December 28, 2008
yo i am back to post -_-. well it has always been this way its all emo posts =O. today is no exceptional. So now.. i have become a fking toy? Finish and done with it then no nid me and thats all? Wtf is this lo. So all those happy moments spent together were just fake to u? Now u can just treat it as ok lo gone jiu gone like as though nothing happen and here i am emoing still cause i can't get u out of my mind. Why is it always liddat -.-. Ok sua. Since over for so long le i now then say oso pointless. Oh sorry for all those peeps that asked me to do quizes but i din even touch 1. Im just too lazy because i cant copy it from u guys blogs? Though i wanna do some quizes for fun though =O. Cannot copy den i wont do ok now u all get that i wont say anything else more. Nothing much but rotting at home for the whole of holiday and watching anime playing games or else go out eat nia. So bored. Fking school reopen faster. Well.. Probably a worst 2009 for me ba. Who noes =O
Labels: Don't fking get it if u don't believe in it.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
hi all.. I m finally giving up i guess.. I cant do anything to stop it too.. I guess brking is the only solution and im quiting audi le i guess. This might be my last post too. Nth to say le. Charmaine.. I will owaes love u.. I wont forget u.. I hope we can still be friends ba..I will owaes remeber the day we marry. 101208 and the day we met.. 151208.. bbye.
Labels: I will owaes love u..
