DM~ a.k.a Monkeh~

2009-05-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

Whats wrong with me... It's exams and i am still playing.. Doing that isn't my top priority but i am still doing it. And when it comes to relationships. I just dno what to do. It feels as though i like her and when we are together it feels as though everything is just pouring into my head. I just keep feelings stress till i dn feel like getting into it anymore. I dno what to do about my life i just feel like destroying it too. All i can say is that probably online r/s isn't suitable for me anymore. I will just say this. I like u and i very much wanna be with u but i dont wanna hurt u and so i shall do nothing. It's late and theres history paper tomorrow... zzz...

2009-03-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

hello =O. Go in audi saw so many ppl lols.
O well. I just wanna end it, not that i wanna show that i am not that petty or what. I just wanna stop it. I don't wanna feel so unrelax everytime i see u. Not like i can just say i am not gonna care about u and just say i dont like u anymore either i just wanna end the quarrel i just wanna stop seeing u each time and feeling glad that u did not delete me?.. =l. It might not be the same but still i just wanna stop it.

2009-03-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

hello blog =O.
Lets have a emo post today =).
I just chose not to face it even though i know it. U know it too. But i still will say it because i rather u seek that happiness. I don't care whether i will be sad or what. I just wanna do it. Thats my style. U can say i am a masochist or what, I don't care. U really think i am happy saying something out that would destroy myself? i am just saying out just to show my fake smile. Happy that u know it now? But since u said that. U are just telling me why should i care. Then fine so be it. I dont care about anything then. Forget it u don't have to come and say anything to me. Soon I will just end it all. I finally understand why ppl will walk to that path.

2009-03-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

Yo. Lonely blog =D. Im back o.o.
Feeling so hyper ytd and today =3. So fun. Dno whether it's due to me watching gundam 00 too much or what =x. Currently doing my DNT research o.o. den later go watch gundam 00 again =D.
will my life only be fun when i am watching anime? o.o.. But will the same thing repeat again.. Shira Nai.. =O.
Ending here =x

Anw was ytd night fun? =x
U noe what i meant =D
See i dare post =D

2009-02-22T05:13:00.000-08:00

Oh lonely blog. I shall post for today =3. I am getting this weird feeling of loneliness again. Life somehow seems boring and stress for this year. Somehow getting tired of facing it already. I very much wanna feel love and love some1, but still those that i like don't like me. What can i do? lols. When i have it, i somehow feel that i need to catch up on my homework and somehow feel tied down by her. So troublesome lol. zzz. I hate this feelings. Whats up with friends/myself lately, everything seems wrong and it's so hard to do something about it. Must i really take the first step owaes? So sad to see these stuffs happening everytime. The past haunts me, the present are troubling me, the future are planning to ambush me. This is how life is ba?

2008-12-28T12:33:00.000-08:00

yo i am back to post -_-. well it has always been this way its all emo posts =O. today is no exceptional. So now.. i have become a fking toy? Finish and done with it then no nid me and thats all? Wtf is this lo. So all those happy moments spent together were just fake to u? Now u can just treat it as ok lo gone jiu gone like as though nothing happen and here i am emoing still cause i can't get u out of my mind. Why is it always liddat -.-. Ok sua. Since over for so long le i now then say oso pointless. Oh sorry for all those peeps that asked me to do quizes but i din even touch 1. Im just too lazy because i cant copy it from u guys blogs? Though i wanna do some quizes for fun though =O. Cannot copy den i wont do ok now u all get that i wont say anything else more. Nothing much but rotting at home for the whole of holiday and watching anime playing games or else go out eat nia. So bored. Fking school reopen faster. Well.. Probably a worst 2009 for me ba. Who noes =O

2008-12-18T02:19:00.000-08:00

hi all.. I m finally giving up i guess.. I cant do anything to stop it too.. I guess brking is the only solution and im quiting audi le i guess. This might be my last post too. Nth to say le. Charmaine.. I will owaes love u.. I wont forget u.. I hope we can still be friends ba..I will owaes remeber the day we marry. 101208 and the day we met.. 151208.. bbye.

2008-12-13T13:17:00.000-08:00

I got nth to say throughout this few days but im sick of some friends..
So afterall those moments in the end im just an irritating fker to u all?
U all wanna joke and play around with me i dun care. U all angry me i said sorry without hesitating.
Now u all fking attitude me just because i play with u all? What fk is dis?
If i damn irritating den say la knn. Got problem i help u all now u all treat me as an irritating ass?
U noe who u all are la say abit nia fking scold me. Wtf i owe u all?
When i got problems none of u even bothered to ask me what happened.
Ok la forget it la. I treat it as i suay lo meet until u all.
If this continues den fine den i got nth to say to u all.

2008-12-06T11:07:00.000-08:00

Posted on 3.07 am
A summarization for the pass 3 days =D
So many ppl got so many problems =O(including myself, I and me) =D
Life is full of ups and downs for the pass few days i was so piss and today some happy, fun moments for myself =D
NOOB PY. I DUN MAKE U CRY IN UR BLOG I MAKE U CRY IN MINE.=D
ok la. dis is what i wan to tell u. As a great counsellor~ WAHHAHAHA =X
Its just a fam battle. Lose jiu lose dnnid think so much. If u really think u made the fam lose. Then are u gonna just sit there and whine or are u gonna start training ur c6. U think about it urself =).
Im so hyper now =O. I dun think i can sleep le =D. I wanna di siao di siao di siao =D.
And i love my charmaine la =O. Shes the best =X
Okok i mai rou ma here le. Go off le =D. Bbye

DM

2008-12-02T01:10:00.000-08:00

Posted on 5.10 pm.

Today's a lifeless day as usual =O.
1 by 1 they disappear in front of me or slowly our relationship just get weaker and weaker.
Im seriously sick of this pointless life.Seriously Some1 or any1 just end my life better -.-.
I seriously dno what some ppl wants. My heart is dead, every part of my body is dead.
I dn wanna hear, see, breathe, think anymore. So troublesome.
Ppl wan hong me go ahead wan flirt me go ahead i no longer care. Since it has owaes been dis way..
Thats all for today. Its time for me to die -.-.

2008-11-30T20:54:00.001-08:00

Wow. My renew blog drag until now xD =x. Ok. Time to renew it for real wahahaha. From today onwards that is =O

Edited on 1.14am midnight -.-.
Oh nth to say bout today... But im not sad at all.. Just felt a sense of lost and loneliness.
If time were to rewind i will still wanna go through this path again.
I dun regret walking this path. I only regret not being able to help them.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day =D.

DM =D

2008-08-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

Hoho Time to Renew my blog =D bbye old and useless posts